Act 2, Scene 1: A Revisit of Scene 1

Nur's away in KL..well, she was away in Malacca but her family decided to visit KL too. I kinda like it when she gets to go travelling cos she doesn't do it often. We havent seen each other since last Friday when I drove her home from work. I miss her. But I guess its for the best; in case my feelings return.

Honestly, I thought I had finally managed to wrest free from my feelings for her. But all this separation has done so far is make me miss her more. I tell myself she's not the one for me and that it would be unfair for her to be mine, but I can't help but feel that maybe I should have given it one more shot.

I asked her on Friday if I should keep trying.

The answer was the same. She said:

1) I should give up.
2) I should find someone else.
3) I should stop asking her the same questions again.


So I did..for a while.


That evening, at 7:33pm, I texted her:

"Have a good trip tmr, Princess.=) try and slp in e bus den time will pass sooner den you think. I hope you have a nice,relaxing but fun trip. dun forget to take pics yea?;)"

Her reply, at 7:34pm:

"Im gonna miss you though.."

After that I called her and messaged her to no avail. I only got a message from her the next day, in which she told everyone she was leaving. We messaged a few times when she told me she was having lunch and leaving for KL. That helped cos at least I knew she was safe and sound. I kinda worry about her too much and we've had disagreements about it cos she feels I'm overdoing my role as a friend.


Sunday: She's in KL. Cute..she messaged me at 1:24 in the morning saying she cant get a good rest cos her dad was snoring. I offered to stay awake to keep her company but I guess she fell asleep. =)

And there was silence for the rest of the day. I really hoped she was having a good time. =)
Then I messaged her at close to 1, Monday morning asking if everything's ok. She said she was in Larkin boarding a bus for Singapore. Feeling better, I wished her a safe journey back and our usual 'good nights' (actually its just me usually. I promised her a message every night before I go to bed and every morning, when she wakes up. Hmm, come to think of it, I always wake up before she's on her way to work.).

Tomorrow, it's my turn to go to Malacca. My paternal family's from there (Mum's side is from Muar). So I guess I'll be driving tomorrow. Ha. Usually takes me about 2 hours worth of hard driving to get there. But my dad has this policy of stopping every hour, so it takes about 3. Honestly, I don't really like driving. Haha. But don't tell that to my dad. =P

Will be back on Tuesday. So Merry Christmas!!


You know what?


I still love, Nur.


Can I try again?

Should I?