When things don't go as planned and I have to make the move to leave, I usually do so feeling like I have done my best and hoping that I did not compromise my principles in my pursuit. That being said, I usually wish the other party the best in everything while still keeping the channel open should we realise otherwise in future. Also, I stress my insistence on being friends.
I am never malicious in such partings, no matter how much it kills me inside to walk away, knowing I still have feelings for that someone. I don't wish them bad luck or pray that they will regret walking away. On the contrary, I've always their best intentions in mind.
That being said, I have your best intentions in mind. I know it's hard for you to accept that I'm dealing with this not in the manner that I am supposed to; but I just don't want you to hate me more than what I've already caused. That's why I wished you the best. And that's why I advised you against him. Yes, you have every right to want what you think is best for you; but as a friend, I wouldn't want you to get hurt. But know this, I will not stand in your way. I will always be here, though, should you ever need me.
I understand how you feel right now because you're not the first. But I respect your decision and I understand your need for a space. You do not need me in your life, girl. But I just hope you know that you're still a big part of mine.
Sorry.
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