To: You,
I wouldn't know how else I was going to tell you this. Especially when you won't speak to me. So I thought I'd put it here instead.
I was never in it for the short haul. In fact, I saw a lot of the things I liked in you. Your shy smile; disbelieving giggle; right down to how you forced yourself to stay awake just because I was driving. And as the days passed by, I felt that I was growing fonder of you.
I admit, I was being too pushy and it made you feel constricted and stressed-out. With this period of unending assignments and relatives coming over to visit, I knew I was making it worse. But I didn't realise it quick enough. And pretty soon, I pushed you away.
I know its hard for you to like me. Maybe the real reason hasn't surfaced between us... The night you told me you did, was the best night of my year so far.
It's hard for me to explain how I feel about you now. Because on the one hand, I would want you to know how much joy you had brought me. And on the other, I'm wary that if I did, it would scare you away. Rest assured, you mean a lot to me; as a friend first. And that's why it's killing me that you're so mad at me.
I'm sorry I was moving too fast. And I'm sorry I upset you. I would like to ask for a second chance; for me to put into practice what I have learnt from my stupidity and to prove to you that you deserve more than what you expect.
So please,girl...?
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