Act 2, Scene 1: Naked

How do you hold a moonbeam in your hand?

Just got back from Desaru. Slept the whole way there and back and if I wasn't, I was on my PSP trying to save the world from an oil crisis with my German team of Special Forces soldiers. Replays of 'ACHTUNG!' keep playing in my mind. But everything I saw, said or did reminded me of her.

We've been arguing non-stop for the past week. I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm losing our friendship too and that'll just kill me, I think. Honestly, I just want to see her happy. But now I'm wondering if it'll take me to be out of her life for her to be happy. Then can I really be happy for her?

Am I too emotional? Or do I just convey my feelings more openly? Maybe people who say I'm too emotional have been closeted and holding back their feelings all their lives. I'm like an open book yea? If I'm angry with you, I'm not afraid to show it. And if I'm sad, you'll be able to read it. Don't treat it as a weakness, because even if you are able to read my mood, I am more than capable of handling you.

Argh...too much stress. Moving on....

Holidays are here...hai. I don't really look forward to holidays. But I don't really look forward to assignments too. I just look forward to being in school and busy and hanging out with friends and doing my tutorials. Hai... But holidays are nice cos I can go watch movies when the cinemas are empty and read a book in a cafe. Looking forward to my posting too. Wonder what that'll be like.

Anyway, for those of you who know me well enough, you know how much I love Friends, the sitcom. And when the run ended, I felt like the new offerings on TV could never match up to it. Guess what? The replacement is finally here. Well, it's been around for 2 years but just started showing on Star World. It's on every weekday at 530pm..It's 'How I met your Mother'! I absolutely love it! Haha..plus Cobie Smulders is SOOOOOoooooooo HOT! Hai..and to think that she was only 23 when she first started out in the show. But you know what's the best coincidence? The show's pilot (first episode) first aired on 19th September! MY BIRTHDAY! Haha...coincidence? =)

Anyway, they just finished showing the first season so they're showing the second now. Not gonna spoil it for you but I gotta say, I don't miss Friends as much anymore. =)

Go Ted!