Act 5, Scene 12: 4 more days

Last entry was on Tuesday.

I fetched Princess from work yesterday.

I fetched her from tuition today.

This is my second BEST week for this year so far. =)

(First best week was when I got to spend 5 days straight with her)

I'm so happy I got to spend time with her.

Yesterday was a freaky day. I was watching Goodfellas on HBO and was wondering what time I should get ready for school. I was so adamant about class starting at 130 that I thought I could leave late. Then I realised English was at 1230. And Goodfellas ended at 1130. And since it takes me 1hr and 15min to get to school, I was already late. But I wouldn't have missed that movie for anything.

So I made my way to school and I realised that since it wasn't peak hour, all the public transport sucked. Was so mad. And I got to class at 1. But everything turned out alright. Had lunch at the canteen and got to talk things out with Dzuhri.

We both know this guy from school. I know him through another friend and Dzuhri knows him personally. So anyway, me and my friend used to have talks about relationships and platonic friendships. I am so adamant against platonic friendships between two people of opposite sexes. Dzuhri believes in it because he likes grey areas. Haha.

So anyway, this guy is in a relationship. And from the couple of stories I'm told by my friend, I advised her to be watchful of his intentions. He's in a relationship and he knows my friend is in a relationship, yet he still made a move on her. She was confused. I wasn't surprised.

Dzuhri then told me about the other stories this guy had. Apparently, he's made moves on many other girls while being in a relationship. So then we started to analyse his intentions.

I thought that he was just being a prick. Cos I've seen his girlfriend and she's not too bad. But I doubt she knows about his skirt-chasing ways. Me and Dzuhri both agreed he was only looking for scandals and cheap thrills. Then Dzuhri said something which made sense.

'Maybe he has a superiority complex. Where he thinks he's damn hot and every girl would wanna have a thing with him.'.

I had to agree on that man. And knowing me, I would rarely concede a point to anyone in an argument. So kudos to him for that.

Ok. So from the point-of-view of a couple of guys just chilling out and talking, we both agreed what he did and is still doing, is wrong. It's just not right for you to be in a relationship (although I go a step further and pledge my devotion and abstain without being in one...haha), and go around looking for cheap thrills. What's your girlfriend for then?

But I just call that behaviour typical of a bastard and a genuine prick. After those guys who take advantage of girls, I would place this category of guys.

I dunno. Maybe it's the way I've been raised. But let's not start mud-slinging our parents yea? Blame's on guys who think with their dicks instead of with their hearts. =P

So anyway after that insightful discussion and subsequent walk, we went to the LT to do our presentation. Haha. I had the feeling, for the first time, of standing at the podium and talking to an LT (albeit it was pretty empty) and I can't explain why, but I was DAMN RELAXED. Haha. Could there be a future yet for me as a lecturer?

We finished out presentation, returned to our seats and I started gaming on my laptop. A couple of other teams went up to do theirs and it wasn't until this group went up that I started to pay attention (but I did clap sincerely for the others). Why? Because this girl couldn't stop looking in my direction. At first I thought she was just looking in the general vicinity of my seat. Til our eyes locked repeatedly. Haha. Was shocked so I just continued gaming. Turns out we weren't the only ones who noticed it cos after a few more looks, Dzuhri tapped my shoulder and showed me a message he typed on his handphone, 'Bro, she keeps looking at you!'. Haha..

Not funny.. =)

I dunno how to react to such a thing. But I won't do anything I guess. I've been questioning myself lately about what I would do if someone else came into my life. And I realised that with what I'm feeling for Princess now, things would be very complicated. It would take alot for the other party to convince me. I know its unfair but I can't help it. No other girl has had the ability to make me smile and make my heart skip a beat every time I see her. Princess has. =)

So I went to fetch Nur totally confused. I didn't wanna think too much about it because I have been accused of that many times. Haha. We took a cab back and I started to doze off in the cab cos I was so fatigued. All that accumulated fatigue from the past 3 days finally caught up and I fell asleep. Felt bad cos Princess didn't have anyone to talk to so I tried to keep myself awake. Haha. So sent her off and walked back to the interchange where I got on a bus. And after getting a seat, dozed off. Haha. Good thing the ride wasn't too long.

Got home and rested for awhile before realising it was time to give Princess a call and we talked for 15 minutes while she walked home. I love these moments we get to talk to each other and I wish we could for longer but that would have meant a longer walk for her and a more expensive bill for me. Haha.

Slept like a log...

Woke up around 10 in the morning and Nur was asking if I was schooling. Told her I wasn't and if she wanted a lift to work. So she said yes and I was happy cos I thought I wouldn't get to see her today. =) But was pitying her cos the girl's been on her feet since Monday and she was so tired. Bought her some pastries for lunch and her Pokka Green Tea again and went to fetch her.

'Why don't you take Avenue 4? It's nearer,' she said.

And guess who I bumped into?

Eleanor! Haha.

Eleanor's a friend from the school I was relieving. We didn't hit it off from the start till one day we were stuck in the lounge (cos everyone had left) and started talking. And she became a friend. Haha. Anyway, she used to be stressed with stuff I used to pop by her table and offer her food and jokes to get her mind off stuff. And here she was in the car next to mine and singing to a song like nothing's happening. Haha. I honked and honked but she didn't hear so I pulled up beside her at the traffic light and screamed her name, to no avail. So I did the only thing I could and started waving at her. Haha. Finally caught her attention.

So we parted ways and I continued sending Princess to work. It was a nice goodbye. =)

Ran errands..sian...

Went home..thought could rest...had to fetch mum...sian..

THEN....

'Would you like me to fetch you from tuition? You're so tired.'

'Okies'

YAAY!!!

Haha. I'm so tired now and I have to get up early tomorrow to send her to work. =)I'll just update more tomorrow la. But I just want everyone to know:

I'm having the second BEST week of this year, so far! =)

I am in love with, Nur.