Act 8, Scene 1: Epilogue

This shall be the last Act and Scene for this Book.

I have decided to take an indefinite break from blogging for the time being to collect my thoughts and lay out my future options.

From time to time, I shall post a few of my writings here as I produce them in the upcoming holidays.

To all those who have read and offered me their support and kind words, I shall now repay you with my own kind words. Thank you. You will never imagine how much even the slightest words of your encouragement meant to me in my most dire hours.

On the other hand, for those who have used this blog as a source of ridicule and humiliation for me and who have used it to drive my friendship into turmoil, do not rejoice yet for the success of your evil plans,for this is not the last Book. There shall be others after it and within them, though the characters may change, will contain thousands of other moments which will make a mockery out of your own pathetic lives.

To my one, true love, Princess: This is not the end, but the sabbatical you have requested. May you find peace and love in this time; love far worthier and purer than even I can offer you. I shall always be here when you need me, although now not be that time. And I shall be happy if you have found it. I truly will. But if you do not, know that my love for you will never wane. It shall remain strong; like a mast bracing against the storm, even as the sails billow and strain against its hold. I have loved you ever since the first moment I realised it and till the day I die, I shall hold onto that promise.


We do almost everything that lovers do,

and that's why it's hard just to be friends with you.


Everytime your heart is broken by the fool,

I want you to know that it hurts me too.


It's hard to wipe your tears away.

Knowing that you should be with me.

Now tell me why..


Why, why are we still friends,

when everything says we should be more than we are?

and tell me why,

everytime I find someone that I like,

we always end up just being friends.


I would hate for you to find somebody new,

Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you.

But am I a fool girl not to see,

if I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway.

Somehow somewhere I've got to choose.

No matter if it's win or lose.


To my friend, Nur: I have failed miserably in this friendship but I hope you hang onto the fond memories we had together; for one day, when it is time, we shall rekindle our friendship and it will shine as an example for other friendships to follow. Please forgive me if I have wronged you. I love you more than I love myself and would die before I would bear to see you sad. Which made these past few days hell for me. Hamba halalkan semua makan dan minum yang telah hamba berikan; semua pemberian yang telah hamba hadiahkan; dan semua pengorbanan yang telah hamba lunaskan. I hope that you will do the same for me.

This could last 2 days or it could last 2 years. But it is not the end. It is merely the end of the first Book. The next one shall be the beginning of the second.

Bow

*Curtain Closes*

*Stage lights dim*

*Theatre lights*

Exit: Stage Left

Wipe away tears

Deep breaths

Smile

I love, Nur.