I am being selfish.
By loving her, I am being selfish.
She should have the chance to live how she wants to and do the things that she feels like doing.
I am just a friend. I cannot hold her back, even if I want to keep her safe.
As I was driving today, I thought about how much I must be hurting her; forcing her to make a decision I know she cannot make without sacrifices.
It will be unfair for her to be with me. I don't deserve her. Really I don't. Not after I've hurt her so much.
I am a friend. And I love her.
It is ok if she never loves me, because it is enough that she lets me love her.
I am selfish.
But I will learn.
Learn to accept.
Learn to let her go.
Learn to just be there without asking for anything in return.
I still love you alot.
It's ok. Everything will be ok. I promise.
And I'm sorry...
Because I was selfish.
I still love you, Nur.
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