I guess there isn't much to blog about nowadays. We're into December now and my mum's leaving for the Haj tomorrow. Dad didn't get to go so we're not so bad.
Just really looking forward to pay day I guess. Don't think there's much difference in my bonus this year as mine was pro-rated last year and I only got about 2.6 months. So this year, I'll be getting around 2.5. Been putting off buying alot of stuff because I had to finance my parents' Haj trip and also servicing for the car so this is gonna be repatriation. =)
Hmm, funnily, I don't really feel very happy nowadays. Honestly, I feel very confused. I don't wanna fall into the situation of being in love with someone who isn't in love with me again. I guess after Princess, I had learnt that much. So I've been putting off saying or even displaying my feelings to those I'm going out with now. I mean I do have fun and all but I don't feel the urge for a relationship anymore.
We had a discussion through sms. She isn't ready for anything and her way of dealing with it is to not think about it. Granted, she has every right to do so and I don't see any reason I should feel upset about it. But when someone keeps quiet and doesn't reply, what am I supposed to feel or think? That's what's eating me... =(
So today I plugged in my headphones and listened to The Academy Is' 'About a girl'. I guess listening to overdriven riffs helps block out the stupidity I'm feeling right now. But it can only last so long before I drive myself insane.
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